i fell for you
so fast.



i think the universe
already knew
you were

mine.

-g.t

the more time i spend with you. the more time i spend finding myself.

to you. happy one month, my love.

a letter to GOD.

12.12.19

i'm writing this with my heart hammering in my chest. i'm talking to you right now. you have no idea that i'm writing this for you. there is so much on my mind, me wondering if you'll love this as much as i do. if you'll accidentally find out before i'm done. fuck. i'm so nervous. this whole thing might be a dumb ramble, but i promise it's all coming from the purest part of me. to you. my kim villain. i have so much i want to tell you, that a carrd could never add up.


making you mine was the best decision of my life.


i remember telling you that you deserve the best, before we started dating and before i told you i liked you. i knew part of me wondered if i'd ever have a chance with you. little did i know you'd be in my arms almost two months later. every day i wake up re-learning that you're mine and it brings me the most heartwarming feeling. i'm so happy.

you found me at a time when i had surrounded myself with people who didn't really love me for me, and i didn't realise how unhappy i was. you were my solace. you helped me walk away and find new, wonderful people who i am so thankful to call my friends. thank you for you and thank you for Hell.

yes, my heart did ache for you. it did for a while. all i wanted was to fall in love and you were the most beautiful thing to fall in love with. i tried to tell myself that i had to move on, but then you said it.

"please don't get over me."

god. i knew i'd never be able to.

it was the honor of gradually making you fall for me too, that's what i am most proud of, what i'm most content with. all i'd ever want to do for you is show you that you should never give up on love. you gave me another chance and i gave you one too. we fell for each other having been broken before and i hope that now, we'll build one another up again. you make me so whole. sometimes i still can't believe i get to call you my boyfriend.

i really would give up anything for you.

sleep, my time, even breathing. because you take even that away. i am so weak for you. i want to give you everything.

thank you for loving me.

i can't wait to make so many more memories with you. then i'll be able to write about even more.

i love you, so, so much.







from your princess.